WeLcOmE tO ThE yEaR 2009!!!

Happy New Year 2009 everyone..wishing the new year will bring much more happiness and success to us all..i don't feel an inch of hesitation of leaving 2008 as it has brings so much joy to me. i met a lot of new people, learnt many new things and gained lots of experiences. the memories will always be kept close to me my heart. 

this new year will mark a new change in my life..i will turn 24 and will be starting to have my own job..live away from family and starting my own life..how will that be.let us wait and see..and perhaps this new year will rest with my engagement or even a marriage...hehehehe..still early to talk about it but one thing for sure is that something will happened in september or october..thinking of it makes me chill already..

well,enough with the saying and let's enjoy the new year with a new perspective of life..my resolution?hehehe..to lose weight and be rich.. yeah..

well, i will be leaving my hometown on the 5th of jan. so, there's still a couple of days to spend with my family before heading back to ukm..i want to use the remaining days to manja2 with my mom and dad, quarrelling with my bros n sis..hehehe..

hopefully, this new year, i will be more diligent to update my blog..should put this in my resolution too..

to readers and dear friends.. HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009 from ellyshallphie

MeReLy WrItiNg..

saturday is the day to relax and clearing my mind from the hectic of the long week..but this week is a rather short for me..that's becoz i went home..hooorayyyy..it was out of sudden..it was last thursday and i was feeling sooo homesick that i decided to browse the pics of my family..i'm calling all my siblings and my parents and i thought i must go home..soo the next day i bought the ticket and off to kota bharu on monday..even though it just for 3 days it's worthy..coz i'm surrounded with love and comfort of the family..
we chill out together..went out..having big family dinner..watching movies together..these are pleasant events for me..realising how we all have grown up and everyone is so busy, so we decided to make any holiday that we have a memorable one..so that when we go back to our study we will always remember it until we meet again for the next holiday..

mae bro zainul

also mae bro fakar aka joe

mae youngest bro fiqree

mae one and only sis - syafiqah

so the sweet short holiday still lingers on me now but i have to start working..really have to..there's a thesis waiting on the line plus the mid term and the melta thingy..so i have to work on..yeah..tyme to be bookworm again..reading is sickening when u have to read for purpose..but no choice..i like it or not i have to read..or else i will die..
but today i juz want to relax..watching tv and running the gilmore girls on comp..and read a novel..tomorrow i will start working..hopefully..
well till then, adieu

tHe LoNg UNtOLd StOrY

August is already approaching..so there is about 4 months to end the year..still there are a lot of items in my list that is hasn't yet fulfill..hmmm..will i have enough time??i quite doubt about it but really there's nothing impossible in this life,rite... I know i haven't write for a few months..i'm soooooo lazy to update..hehehe..but now i'm back..and i will try to update this every day..hopefully i will have the willpower or volition to do this thing.. My life so far is at the good level..i am surrounded by love of my family,frens n my jijie..these are the basic elements that uphold my spirit to keep going on day by day..surely,i'll do everything for them let's start with the day..some people may have the Monday blues but i don't have to feel it..why??because i don't have any class on Monday..so what i do today is i wake up late..around 12.30pm..laziying in bed is sooooo nice..then, watching the tv..well, no prog in particular..juz merely watching..i forget to inform that i'm fasting today..so no lunch.then i watch a japanese serie called team medical dragon..it's a nice story..about how a team of surgeon struggle to save the patience's life related to heart complications..one of the actor is from the Gokusen 2. the fans will now who the character is then i'm cooking the potato soup for my break-fast.it's very nice esp when it is hot..yummy.. so that's my MOnday..a very leasure day..and i love to be like this.. however, it will not ends the same for the rest of the week..i have a presentation this thursday..so i really have to start working..or else die!!! hmmm..i better start working now..catch u guys later..take care for noww

a StEp At OnE tYmE

sory coz dah lamer giler x update blog..bz memanjang..pastu tambah lak ngan cuti aritu lagila malas nak tulis2.bile dah dok umah biaserla sumer jadi slow mode..hehehe..whatever pun now i'm back..
tomorrow is the last paper..so i feel so happy..coz i'm going home.yess i'm going home on the 8..yahuuuuuu....tapi yang x hepy nyer kena balik 4 praktikum..huh..igtkan nak bersenang lenang time cuti..tp nampaknyer xdpt ler..
yesterday i went to sunway pyramid..rambang mata beb..naseb jek x banyak cash in hand..sajer jer x bawak..kalo duit dah ada depan mata conform sumer amek..hehehhe..
cita pasal praktikum..huh..xtau ler aper yang aku akan ajar kat bebudak tuh sumer nanti..doakanlah aku ajar benda yang betul..
pic?ader banyak yg belum aku tunjuk..skang kat cc abis camner nak upload tuh.. line kat bilik slow giler..nak bukak mail pun susah..tensen2..naseb ler sumer asgment dah abis..kalo x, huh mmg pressure..hehehee
jijie, if u open this...believe me ur the ONE..crazy abt u..can't wait this june k..
frens, later i will write again k + lot if pics..hehehee..
gud luck kesihatan esok n gud luck 4 praktikum..
daa...

LiFe Is InDeEd FuN (part 3)

this is the last part of the post..sorry for the late posting
here's is the girls evening out
members: LALA,LILI,LULU n Cat
place:Metro Kajang & pasar malam Bangi

cat n her enthusiasm with sandals and shoes -she's sooo shopaholic

LULU bought a wooden ring while i bought 2 rings in black and red..blum pakai pun..hehehe

LALA and her endless interest with Malay novels..she's in doubt to buy or not to buy..the rest of us tried to be the angel n devil by simultaneously persuading her either to buy or to put

back d novel on the rack

it was a joy for me as i got two rounds of cendol..yummy

LiFe Is InDeEd FuN (part 2)

want to see how guys go miang??

the subject- girl with white tudung and green top

discussing the ASPECTS that they love abt the girl (mull malu2 kucing)

mull imagining..hmmmm

mull's habit- biting nails or is there anything else that he bites?? oooopsssssss

LiFe Is InDeEd FuN (part 1)

here it is sunday..time is moving so fast..hmm stil there's a lot of things to catch up..well let me start with last friday.i spent the whole day in my room.straightly after waking up,i surfed through the net,reading news and some of the blogs..then i started to do the things in the list..1. take bath 2. breakfast 3. do laundry 4. edit comparative presentation ppoint 5. do the seni foto folio..i've done all the things listed on the list..that's great coz usually i' m not the type of doing according to a list..i will if i feel like i want it..dear me..i slept a bit late that night,watching the Gilmore Girls season 1..this is my fave series while in school.can't remember when though..

regarding the presentation last monday, i have some photos to share with you..

this is olivia @ eton - chef terhormat geng memasak

see how the class during presentation..talking n laughing

this is mr roy..he's cute..hehehe

this is jaime@ LULU

i'm stil waiting for the pictures taken with miss dhaya, our tutor from mr agogo..hmmm

then, on tuesday, LALA and i went to aniz's room to get help for Adobe. Lydia is sleeping soundlessly at that time. then, she woke up..suddenly she became sooooo camera shy..hehehe..but i managed to get some pictures..lydia,woking up from sleep..hehehe..

well, enough with the pics, then it was saturday..i went to seni foto class in the morning..it was the last class..then we took some pictures with en raai..here some pics i've taken

this is alex

tHe UpDaTeS

since saturday is the last time i update my blog..well a lot of story happens..i really2 in bad mood for two days..sunday and monday..perang dingin with my jijie..crazy..i delete all his msges in my phone + his pics + his phone no yg i mmg hafal..not even hv appetite to eat..reason: hmmm..sulking coz he promise to go out but yet it is cancelled without even telling me earlier bout it..it really makes me piss off. monday the same thing happen again.urggggggghhhhhhh..rasa nak cekik2 jek laki ni..but then i have to put that aside coz i have presentation 4 the poster..we're the 1st grup..lega daa habis..tp syg ler coz d megapixel of the image is not tt much makes it blur..hv to change the bckground..hmm..keja ag..

then tuesday i have another presentation..eiiii..hope to finish it but have to postpone the presentation next week..dah lama sgt tunda dh malas dah ok..nasib ler the other asgment dah stat..huhu..then dapat tau abt practicum breafing that will happened on the 14 of april..i already bought a ticket on 11..camaner ler admin ni..last minit tol wat keja..aku ok ler leh tukar tiket..xler mahal maner pun..tp yang kesiannyer kat diorang yg stay in kuching..it will definitely cost a lot of money..huh! then, i edit mr zol's work..soo psycho with the graph and the excel.nasib ader LALA aturkan excel..harapkan aku..huh..aperla akan jadi agaknyer ekk..aku stil mrajuk tuh..hpon aku off jer malam tuh..malas tul nak layan dia..sengal!!!

wednesday is the last class 4 mr zol..hey mama army..aku pun nak pic ngan pirates of bangi tu k..ehhh,ko ngan ngaku dia abg ko..ko pun pirate gak la ek.. :p hehehe..then, balik jer bilik trus tdo..bes woooo...ujan..huahuahua..pastu jijie call..aku saje malas angkat..biar dia rasa..then later dia call ag..n then i found out dia kena flu..cian lak aku dengar suara dia..hmmm..merajuk aku?hmmm hilang trus..

thursday..action research day..kali ni tgk video ag..ni kira kali ke 3 ulang tayang tau..aku rasa lecturer ni dah xde bahan laen kot!! whateva la..aku layan tenet jek..then pas makan ngan bibi kat pusan, LALA n i go to aniz's rum nak berguru pasal Adobe..nak edit poster..hushhhhhh pening2 kepala aku..hehehhe..at last jadi gak..yeaaaaa...esk leh print..hehehehe...

sumthing yg dah lama aku pk..why sumer org selfish? u can say u care abt other people but really are u that kind hearted to care abt others with no advantage at all to you? seriously certain people are very hypocrite..believe that they say nothing but only the truth..yea rite..when they talk abt others xper..gitu gini bagai nak rak..salah orang besar kuman pun macam satu kampung kena bom hebohbyer..tp bila diorang wat salah..menyiput jekk..nak ngaku..soriler..tapi bila diri sendiri kena bom..wowwwww....menyinga balik..hmmm..politik hidup manusia..biaser la..

tu ler pasal i want to be a psychiatrist. i want to know what people think,what they feel..if la ader alat pengesan bohong yg mudah alih..bez nyer dapat scan sorang2..hehehehe...well, what can i say..to err is human anyway

no pics yet k..hv no time to upload..maybe a bit later

a LoOoOoOoNg DaY

saturday was a very buzy day for me..i started up with the senifoto class which started at 9 and finish at 12.this was the 2nd last class and the lecturer had taught us abt Adobe Photoshop..how to use certain features in Adobe to produce the pictures desired. it was very interesting as i never bother at all to use it before..now i know...hehehe

then i went to the library to return 6 books that borrowed for assessment in esl subject..the asgment that turned me to zombie and made my sleeping clock turn to 3++ in the morning..then i went lunch with a bunch of friends at the fave spot al-fariz..here are the guys

this is mull- the kenja sotong

matt - the sweet talker

maria@mario - the masculine lady

apiz- the teddy/daddy

at around 2.30pm, i went down to the field since these guys participated in the inter-faculty sport tournament. the games held for that day was volleyball and hockey..i was supposed to be a supporter cum photographer but somehow ended up to be a volleyball player.i no nothing abt the rules and really had but little experience playing the games..it started as the team didn't have enough players and since i was there, mario was giving her promise..hmmm to sayang me..hehehe if i'm in the team.well, for the sake of the TeSl group and termakan pujuk rayu mario, i joined the game. it's quite frightening first as i always heard that yr hand would be painful if u play the game.well, it was indeed painful. my left hand was red (i'm left-handed). it ended so fast..with little experience, we managed to give the physical ed n recreation team a compatible fight..gud job everyone!!

the guys' team also took part in the game. they played very well..thanx to the constant practice that they had in the teacher training college in kuching. the guys' team not only played volleyball but they also joined hockey..
then halfway in the 2nd half of the hockey match, rain stated to pour heavily..there's also lightning and all of us gathered under the canopy, waiting for the rain to stop. the rain did not signaled any sign to stop instead it started to cover the floor.then we were all affected by the rain and some of us were wet. some of the guys had ran off to the toilet nearby to poo poo (smoking)..the others were left behind under the canopy

i usually love rain..as it creates a romantic mood for me..but this rain makes me want to go back..i felt really uncomfortable as my feet were drench with the rain. luckily i bought my sandals and LALA's sport shoes that i borrowed not affected at all..what a relief!!hehehe..
tired of waiting, i decided to run in the rain..my college was not far from court, so i ran as fast i could to reach the place..
here are some of the pictures taken on the day before and after the rain

the gurls volleyball

the guys volleyball

kak naz - what a nice hat

this is our jersey - i haven't receive mine yet!!

the singer - hakim n mario pictures here and there..for blog ker..hehehe

ka bor n hakim in wet

look at the floor-it's all wet!

aksi manja dari hakim.syuk n ahim ..

best frens???? -model of day well i guess is hakim..hehehe

mengisi masa lapang dikala hujan

sharon - my motivator in the team

then, night's come..while i was doing my writing notes, the sweet talker called via ym..we exchanged info abt the asgments..plus mengenjakan diri..all faults for the kenja sotong..hmmm..rudolf -roy was there too..smua kenja..ish ish..at abt 1++am, the sweet talker and i went to al fariz again..i need to run away from the work..and he need to get his supply of cigar..so off we went there..i forgot that night was MU game and i'm wearing a red shirt, with red tudung n red bracelet..luckily i brought along my sweater..huhuhu..it's very noisy there..with people shouting for their team..since the sweet talker n me not a real football fans so we took off early..this was what i managed to capture..the kenja sotong's hairs after shampoo..hehehhe..really like badut..

then, i continue working until 5.30 am in the morning..well, what a long day..hehehe..but it's really great..

My PrEcIoUs

mae three musketeers -achik,joe, angah

the cook-joe & the movie goer -angah
the talkative lil princess - ikah
joy n happiness -wif cat (miaowwww)
achik-the sweetest amg all with mimot

as i'm waking up this morning i feel a strong need to call home..guess i really miss my family..the excitement to go home this 11 april has risen to the maximum level..hehehe..why does i miss home so much?well, i miss my family of course..my nagging mum,calling us to wake up when it is 12pm, my dad who is just-wish-what-u-want, my three musketeers who always bulliying me and my lil princess who is soooo talkative and want to be like me..i also miss my mum dishes.our ritual on Friday's lunch,ikan patin masak asam tempoyak, the kerabu pegaga that u can pick up freshly in the backyard and the treat..ice cream everytime my family going out.not to forget, the groundnuts(my dad fave) and pistachio(my mum fave) that we have during movie/tv watching nite..these make me longing to go home even more.. in these entry i will introduce my treasure to all..my precious,my family.they are my source of motivation when i'm down, my light when i'm lost,my comfort when heartbroken..tru them i be what i am today..through them i gain confidence, love..they always there when i need them..how they are important to me in my every single moment breathing in this world..my mum and dad are always supporting me in whatever i do.they give their trust on me to carry on my life..and i will never let them down..never.. i remember how everynight my parents will go to each of us and kiss us gudnite and touching our forehead and hairs..they will laugh and said 'anak kita dah besar' - 'our children have grown up'..what else that i want..i'm very thankful to have such a family..and i want nothing more..coz i have enough.. don't get bothered if at certain time, i write in Malay,another in English and sometimes in both coz i just write in whatever medium that i feel i want to.. if u want to share sumthing with me,about anything,feel free to do so..i will try my best to get to you..here is all i have and need to say..have a nice day to all of u.. before i'm forgetting, i would like to wish aniz,member of the geng memasak happy 23rd birthday..may all your wish come true..thanx for being a wonderful friend all this while..

another fine day

lOvE d GrEeN gRaSs

mae JiJiE

JiJiE n Me
d LoVe In Me

aku bangun cam biasa..ermmmmm maknanya slagi leny(my rumate) x bngun aku pun xbgnun..hehehhe..(kdg2 jer)tapi yg pelik nyer walaupun aku mandi dulu (additional info:jam aku cepat 10 minit)..chek2 aku gak yg last siap..hmmm naper ekkk..n then my day start ngan prof thambi yg marah2..aperla pnyer lecturer..aderker dia leh luper class stat at 9 instead of 8?cizzz...bukan maen laju g2 aku kemas..hampeh tul ler prof ni..dah ler ngajar ntah paper ntah..pastu tya sal asgment gitu gini..aperhal???..study lak pakai video jek..abis camaner..kalo g2,baek xyah ader lecturer.tang bli jer a set of video..blajar sendiri..hishhhhhhh sabar jer lahh..nasib ader student phd prof ni..dierler ajar kitorang bagai nak rak..kalo xder..sampai ker exam ler aku blur..tp aku stil blur gak..abis caner la..dia dok cakap bagai nak rak kt depan, mata aku ngadap pc..telinga pun shut down..hehehhe..next time dun give lecture lam lab..ada mende alah tu depan mata,manerler nak dengo sgt org kat depan berkata2..
then i've lunch with B, my dalam kelambu kissing partner..ermmmmm sorry bibi..hehehe..n d rumate, len aka LALA..i'm LILI anyway..i realise that kebelakangan ni aku asyik makan potato jek.arini potato masak sambal.semalam pun potato masak ngan paru lembu..ish ish ish..jgn badan jd potato dah ler..n i've two donuts.. still hot n soooo soft..mmg irresistable..hehehhe
then LALA n i went 2 consult miss dhaya (d beautiful lit tutor) abt our poster..not bad she said..hehehehhe..kalo x silap aku dah 3 poster aku wat so far..all for d sake of creative presentation on lit..
then we went to PK..LALA seek the doc for sumthing yg tumbuh kat tangan dia..aku baru jek nak layan lagu liontin..x minat pun cita nih..kejut gak..x abis2 ag..hishhhhhhh..dah si LALA kuar..mak aihh kejap giler..trus, aku ask LALA 2 bring me to kajang..yessss i'm buying ticket for going home...hehehehhe....
dah tuh balik jer tdo..zzzzzzzz...sampai ler jam menunjukkan 1900. that's my day..setiap ari akan aderrrrrrr jer mende aku wat..xsahhh!!!
back 2 what i promise to tell abt me..
i'm the eldest of 5..wif 3 bros..so u can expect me 2 be ganaz..asal balik umah jer lebam saner sini..maner xnyer asyik kena wrestling jer..nasib ler..adik2 aku sumer lawak giler babeng..aku jer serius sket..aku wat lawak pn kkadang org pk serius tau..muka aku kot..hehhe..LALA penah cakap kalo nak signal aku kasi lawak..plz laugh after u make d joke..seee..memang hampeh..
haaaaaaaa,kat sini aku nak kenalkan sumone special in my life..call him azizi..my bezpren Lady D call him Jijo aka Jijie..hah..yg ni pun kena satu entry tok aku citer..nanti ler ekkkk..aku dah janji ngan my luvely sis ZaQ nak put more pictures..well, i'll try dear k..hmmmm..back to him..we plan to get married soooooooonnnnn..when my family approve this,trus dia nak masuk minang..aku pun dah busan giler..2 kali dah dia propose nak masuk minang..abis camner..kenala aku susun kata2 manis aku nak gtau mak abah..diorang jns yg senyap jek..tp mak aku semacam dah bagi hint..abiskan study dulu..memangler aku pn pk g2 per..agpun xyahler tunang2..tang kawen jek trus..senang citer..rite...tp 2 la kan..pakcik ni nak ajak tunang plak..abis caner 2...oittttt..what shud i do ekkk..mama army, ghane nih????
well,that's all 4 now..hv sum email to reply..agpun LALA da kasi aku tasks that i shud do..kang aku luper plak..aku maken kuat luper arr skang..hissssssssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I, MySeLf aNd Me

the first entry is merely a trial. i've done that in the middle of a discussion with mim n apis in library.what to do..boring giler kat lib..so gatal2 kan tangan nak try mende ni..actually i promise to give myself a present for my bufday..well this is it..hehehehe..hope that this will be a place tuk aku luahkan aper jer yg aku rasa..korang suker ker tak lantak ler..hmmm...what i am up for recently..bz giler ngan asgment yang berlambak2.aku mmg dah psycho..huh ...aper nak wat..last minit baru ler nak serbu..last2 x menang tangan..mmg padan muka aku..today, i went to alamanda with group of friends..geng memasak + ms lee..hehehe..ktrg pusing satu alamanda..hmmm nothing interesting really..try2 kasut..hehehe..window shopping jer k..duit dah kritikal..tang handbeg tuh..wah wah..mata aku bersinar2..x semena2 bulat besar g2..hmmm..tahan liur jer la..ikut kan ati nak gak sambar..tapi kenangkan kata mama army(pamz),"ya keprluan ka kehendak" aku jawab "hmmm, kehendak"dgn ati yg huhuhu..Tuhan jer yg tau..xper..tauler aku dah berduit nanti..akan aku dapatkan gak beg tuh. ehhh..rasa cam kuar topik jer..back to what i'm suppose to say.. what about me?a gurl full of love,dreams and hope about everything she has,she want to have and she wants others to have..dreams big and try to achieve it..will she?of course ler boleh jer..if she believe it then she can have it..her life is full with love..family, frens n those who matters to her..the way to shower her love is via physical contact..hugging,kissing..people who know her will get this quick!ya..dun be surprise with it..she is soooooooooooooo her!!! the next entry she will talk about her life..and what she's up for..wait for it..you will know her better that way..that's her promise..and she tends to keep it..

mOrE tHaN wOrDs

she wants to share her life with those who wants to know..it's about her life..her love, her family, her friends and her loved ones..her life is full of colours but it also has it's own ups and downs..here is her meduim to pour it all..this is a beginning of a new journey..an adventure that she has undergone in her life..she believes in LOVE and it's philosophies..she tries to be a better person every new day..because she believes that everyday is a new day